neat

smoke a pack of cigarette a day
keep trailing all of you
and then i'll be trailed when i check out
if there was a possibility that i could live forever
i'd do more drugs
i'd drink more alcohol
dip my cock anywhere
involve myself in more car crashes
be more fanatically lonely.
a person like me could never start a trend
i'm always contemplating good things; in my bed
i haven't done anything i'm truly proud of
oh maybe when i won the junior wing table tennis championship!
fuck was too embarrassed to collect the cup even
but i'm sober now
it's boring at the moment
maybe slowly it'll be fun
i even smell good
just took bath
yay.

imitating myself

got love juice stashed in my balls
hand is trendy and i don't fucking whimper
give you shivers and make yer back ache
i think a lady
yep a lady next
i mean someone i can bump off from
i can't be the only mouth that's fluid
4 generations of leaders in the blood
will i make it 5!
haha that evoked a silly lil smirk
but i will prolly
i got potential
everyone tells me so.
so i broke up
young petite
and this morning i'm chirpy
slightly sprightly too
i think i'm getting clues man
i'm gon buy a big chart
rain proof chart
enduring as hell that'll prolly grin and gimme breezy slaps
for now that's it.

ambition

people die
eras go
thousand cigaretttes and a lollipop mouth with a wet tongue in the hot sun
you're full of shit bro you're full of shit
you haven't rested a day since the first buzz
you're the sugar fiend they write about
you go get laid a thousand times and you will still not change
and suddenly now you have a girlfriend?
o lord!
you know boring summer days?
you know caffeine loaded nights?
got nothing to deduce
my mind is at rest
i think i'm old.
i wish i was insured for life
i'd just stay a recluse and mind my own business swear
this frame of mind cause polly ain't sure about what we're gon do
she doesn't know the things i think when i'm wandering
i'm versatile too
maybe if i had you near me i'd saturate and i'd have no need to explain myself
i'd go about my routine so fucking diligently
and only stop to speak when i have wit to share.

etc:-)

eddie vedder is a god
i was listening to crazy mary
the hair at back of my neck stood up
i got stirred
i got spun
i cried
a close friend introduced this song to me
that friend is gone now
just like mary
he rose up above it all as the chorus infected me
....shadowed my restrained emotion
.....there just wasn't any holding on

misses him

i was 20
my bro came to visit me in delhi
we had the hardest laugh ever in our kitchen
i remember it so well like it were just yesterday
he was so proud of me
he was my best friend
we'd go to the cyber cafe and chat on the internet
oh how that seemed so cool
tickles me even now
we chatted up a russian lady
and i told her all crazy shit based on a magazine i'd read up
sat all day blasting the stereo in my balcony it seems
drank gallons of ice cold orange flavoured rasna
i bought him a musical lighter
it was so hilarious when the music went off in the snooker parlour
.......but that cigarette calmed us down easy
one day we bought bucket loads of hippie tees
weren't we cool then
youth is but to be reminisced

i think i tire people

i think i tire people