just maybe

my heart is out tonight
i've lent it to a near and dear
i can't not be bothered,,the state of things
oh mother merciful you have me tonight
i want her unscathed
and this i plead with my palms grasped and postured as if steel
i'm just coming off a season
and i'm fragile and bent to regress
someone like me will never tire of starting again and again
the race is a mockery
it's just another way to grasp what i lack
it's all i want tonight
i want healing to seep into her
get her her prowess back
and i'll be off on my way yet more
but surely more enlightened that maybe

place your commas

with my cat there's no guilt
i can have feelings when i please
feed her fish twice a day and i'm blissfully karmically equated
she doesn't require my vapour
my dog she questions my love
she wiggles her tail
she wants a pat
she's just too demanding
so i always try to give her a miss
and blindly sin to favour cassette
see i've worked out a lazy guilt free life
i don't ever want to feel burdened
i'm so caught up freeing up alone time
when the dogs rule the world......
i'm ready to face my lax love for them
i'll die a martyr for being un-engaging
for being so arrogantly overlooking
i'll check out staring at dog-hangman

these wrists

uncle has got a family agenda
he's sat downstairs spilling his thought spawn
my mum listens to him diligently
i've set an ear to their frequency
while i lay back and lose it all to a 1969 pink floyd track
i shan't smoke this afternoon
i believe in destiny everytime i pause
when i take a time out....
i bin all my convictions
i make room for the conventional
people who are heavily imprinted?
there's no point trying to endear yourself
i mean it's nothingness we come from
and i believe we need to maintain some sort of traces
i am no personality
i am shaded head to toe
i take pride in my contradictions
and i salute just about anyone