bird

i'm a bird
spread my wings
glide with one raised eyebrow
i've got hip-hop swag
i don't think at all
can you picture me?
and since i can't be sat on a cloud all day
red bull will have to suffice
helps me tamper my mood just a lil bit
reclusively exclusive to myself
my enemies can frown on me
i don't see anyone so i can't be bothered
i'm a super bird creature
i'm a super sane feature
got a silver grin
smugness me
pregnant with belief
my direction an auto-pilot flight above all

chi

there's just one girl i like
have i figured out that she's the one?
do i always beam when i hear from her?
i think she's all i've wanted
she plays silly lil games with me
the manner my heart takes a flight?
i'm left paler
i'm true to her
and i've never doubted her
cause i'm the tick that's feeding off her
the first time i took her out
she captured my imagination with her queries
she endeared herself even more by pointing her index finger to her riddles
i am a fascist for her
and for all i care i don't mind if she dictates all our conversations
cause what's meaningful is deceitful in the end
i don't want this to become a habit
we humans are truly creatures of our routine
and oh well
just this
haha

a spell

i must be a loaded gun
that even when i'm pointed without intent
i must compulsorily elicit fear
i'm a callous man....
that's how i should sell myself
when you give your best
when you utter fresh pickings outta yer mind
when you portray yourself with dedication
and then like a boomerang out of nowhere
you get whacked?
my agitation necessitates
so from out of the blue
a vent
an outlet
i dunno where they gonna dissipate
but like a weightless sand army with wind on their back
i'm hoping they form a shape
and come get you in broad daylight
i wish they murder you

tiger

gonna grow my hair for the last time
then it's adieu to 'em strands
things become more interesting that way
bit more poignant
touch more allure
way way static
and on my way out the shop?
see you from across the road
meet you halfway halting traffic to a standstill
and embrace the fuck outta you
tie a knot with my hands behind your back
and out of the blue
some fella with big lens will capture our scene
ok i'ma bark at my thoughts now
tell 'em to recoil back into my conscience
take my ass to my fav cafe
and after a couple whisky's
when i feel a buzz in my head
and air all over my scalp
i'll make for the toilet
fixate on the mirror
with thoughts, accusations, doubts and a touch of enemy humour swirling the insides of my skull
....just turn into stone

dear slut

how can she gamble wrong twice
that's fucking pathetic in itself
cause honestly it's plain to see
i'm not up for her shit
i don't warm you up for you to sleep with them
i warm you up so i can channel my nasty onto you
and the last thing i want is the next morning you messaging me like we were best friends
i don't have the will for that
your doe eyes can't repel my backlash
next time i see you i won't even recognize you
maybe i'll just give you a talking down to with my eyes
i'll stare at you with my head tilted so far back you'll be able to see my brains frothing through my nostrils
that's how disgruntled i've become with the absurdity that's you
i've created a fodder out of you here
i've just grazed you for my lines
this is a sample of my dismay

retaining an iota for future reference

my body is half done
i mean my reflexes are ditching me too!
my head hurts everyday for sometime
to feel sprightly, oh to feel ready!
i've added green tea to my daily routine
and sometimes i need red bull too!
two of a kind
now i'm just one of a kind
and all the while my head is spinning dizzily
my friends, they remain
they only know me from the past
i try so hard to forge
one of these days i couldn't help but regress
i myself, i can't indulge me!
and the children......
they just point fading screaming into a big ball of doubt
and the elders.......
they sit arms crossed astounded at my plight
meanwhile some quiz me with barbaric sarcasm
i can't be a hero can i?

ed

these kids
they're beginning to exhibit a purer soul than mine
they're leaving me behind stamped on their rear view mirror
i like to say they're absconding from me
and silently i play catch up with another generation
what can i say,,it's taxing!!!
i won't read
i won't come out of my bunker
i won't greet newer personalities
i'll only interpret the older visions inside my head
so come dusk and deliver me my end
we are all young for a while
and in our youth the youth lasts forever
always wishing
always willing
....when will i inherit my time
so what we want we can never have

ice as ice

on a cold desolate day like today
when it's so easy to spill
i could just sit next to you
grab you by your shoulders
and having channeled your attention with my grip?
empty all my feelings onto your frame
i'm dying to feel warmth
human contact is my urge
let me not be forgotten please
gimme some stir
chip on my quirks
etch me a memory
strike me like lightning
just fucking wake me