the period after the withdrawals are manic too

i mimic mimic mimic
and in turn i start to look like an ape
so distressed and fucking agitated
my shoulder's been troubling me,, been eons
what a sludgy stretch my life has gotten to be
it's better when i'm off my fucking mind
it's better when i slave for the rail-track grinds
tell me what i gotta do?
i'm off my rocks
i just can't please anyone
and fuck pleasing myself too
not even porn will do
i need to bust out of this radio frequency
it's all i be at man!!!!
categorize my existence
deal with it in chapters
make a new playlist
i feel so manic right now

Skids

I'm sliding
You see my face.....
You'd say oh that feller is cherry
Only I feel
And I need to hide
It's a compromise I've worked out for myself
If you could feel how cold my guts have gotten?
See,,,I don't even want friends
I don't even crave for happiness
I feel occasional
I feel unique
I don't need to be understood
And my gravestone can be unapologetic;;;; I don't care
I understand irony
I spew contradiction
I have impromptu wit 'neath my nails
I'm tired of this
And -recreation- can go burn all my bridges
...............Hancock

a slight glitch 3 in the morning

this is for you
for being petite
for being artistic
for repelling me
for drawing me in and then shutting me out
for making me reckless
for all my silly facebook status updates
you make me squirm and more
i despise the day i chanced on you
that day is long gone but the torment builds
my train is derailed but fuck the chaos
there ain't any merit now anyways
it's like those epic pink floyd songs with the chorus deflated
now is gone
and here is stale
i'm a year older
your words are crisp
they're strewn in rhythms of silver and gold and diamond dusts!!!!
afterall i'm just a lunatic
i'd do well in life just stalking you
a whiff of you
and i'd inhale it in super slow-motion
disperse paranoia
squander genuine maggot love