to boredom and imaginary friends

you can't cook
this is my kitchen
these are my knifes
these are my ingredients
i mean can't you lay off
i see you in the morning
i see you at lunch
i see you at dinner
hear me out
......i don't wan't you in my food k?
we don't even have the same dress sense
how the fuck are we eating together in the first place
your music's ok
.....yea for funerals
and if you shimmy right now
i'll shoot you down
i'm dying
yell
yell
yell
fat lip
yeah!!!!!!!!!
hospital again
i love doctors
they're so un-attached
they fix you up
take your money

bully

so much for your catwalk
don't fret cause i still love you
i can afford some of my time for you
but i couldn't possibly give you time for an extensive conversation
you aren't a good talker anyways
you are an old trick
you can't blame me
go exchange them catwalking for a pair of crutches
you were 24 right?
i romanced you with thirteen on my mind
come to think of it
we could say you dabbled in some fun too
those rides in the middle of the night?
puking on the road as our car raced away in broad daylight
yea i still have some warmth for ya
i'll have an orange breezer in your name
that's all peach

i'm a pushover

when i talk to you
time don't elapse
i could rhyme relapse here
but that'd be just (too) cheesy
i'm not a poet plotting the perfect rhyme
i'm just looking to imprint an essence
i'm so stupid when i drug
the things i say could turn the whole world red
i've got onitsuka shoes
they help me to take cautious steps
they aid me to skip bad habits
i'm listening to champagne supernova
and i remember school
who'd have thought then
that some of us would make it
that some of us would hang ourselves
and that we'd never relive our classroom follies
or ever meet again
life is depressing
i guess i'm just a sad person
i'm affected by societal norms
but i'm not into it
i wish i didn't possess a heart tonight
it's so cold
i guess the chill is preserving me
but i'll be rotten soon enough

brazenly for you.....after d

smoking a lonely cigarette
the moonlight illuminating me your face
i wish you were single
i would marry you
i swear you could negate all my vices
minus my drugs i'll be smarter
and i'll write you better poems
why do you want a runt
look at me i'm a fine specimen aren't i?
i don't mean to offend
you've got me in a daze that's all
the fun we could have......
we'd be in a band
drive all night drunk on wine
listen to our record collection
love love love you
love love love me
banish everyone else from our lives
just smother each other with our jibes and quips and fuck all day
fun enough right?
tell me---
what's there to life really?

halo'd evil

this comedown
this music
river phoenix
i don't have any feelings
my ass is gonna betray me i know for sure
my insides are churning already
i won't throw any tantrums
it's just a circle
i've drawn this circle too many times
i can do without sunlight
i can do without the caress of the moonlight
i can do without the affection from my puppy
i will suffer silently
sip my peach tea
prepare for another line
lips pursed
brows furrowed
eyes squinted
intellect squandered
come and get me now

5 megapixel

i always fancy a brawl
i get high and i lose it
in my mind i'm a bonafide rockstar
in my head i plot your downfall
in my heart i side with the leftists
i'm not clued in i guess
i crave for love,,anykind
i'm just a soul looking for my waterfall
sugar man
it's bout the sweet stuff
that hook from that song that dwells in you ?
i'm happy when i have appetite
sometimes i'm foul too
but prayers from friends and family?
......they work like a charm
i've gotten here so fast
i know i know a wee bit more
and from the lil that i understand
rumi would count me if he was here

a lapse

take me off your friends list
or get caught in my blabbering crossfire
keep your distance
or i'll catch up and burden you with the weight of my world
wipe the mist off your mirror
see yourself properly
remind yourself you've got a chiseled jaw
your lack of inhibition allows me to ride your coattail
we've been everywhere since we started right?
our collective apathy has left me musing
we can't listen to beck anymore
all our jewels have lost their shine
dive under the radar
family caress family duress
i've had it upto here
dig a burrow and tempt fate all over again